alexithymia

So here I am, alone in the void. Fitting really, considering that's what I feel. Like a void, a nothing, completely insignificant and utterly worthless. I feel I could disappear, and no one would notice. Logically, I know that's not true, but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't have a great deal of effect, in the overall scheme of things.

These are things I cannot tell anyone. I don't want to bring anyone down, and I don't want lip-service. I just... I need something. I need to be something. I'm so sick of being a nothing.